Through the ups and downs..

Cleaning day~
i love having my own room cos i can do whatever i wan to it.. hee..
my mum is so cute..
she happily took a new bedsheet into my room and said she bought a print that i like..
she pointed to my to-fu figurine..
LOL.. then i amazingly thought to-fu got bedsheet.. LOL!!
when i opened up.. it was spongebob.. LOL!!!!!
then she looked so puzzled cos she tot she bought the right cartoon.. hahaha..
but nvm.. love the bedsheet still!

Spongebob bedsheet~~

and then dump all my ling ling long long onto my bed~~

cosy cosy~~

I did something to the other side of my door!!
pasted alot of things on it.. hahaha!!
now i get privacy~~
i was cleaning my room and i wanted to throw my magazines away..
but i tot that it was such a waste..
so i started looking for celebrities that i like from the mags.. HAHA!!

Magazines treasure hunt!

AND TAH DAH~~~~~~

My Door!!

my door!

ashin -- happy.BIRTH.day

evan yo -- ashin!!

westlife!

evan yo-- bang bang tang-- tank

Had a big big quarrel with my dad yesterday..
wat a happy new year..
he totally ruin the relationship with me and him
he chose to do it that way

if not for the fact that he threatened to put my life in danger..
i wun compromise him to take up that course that cost 52K..
dang..
i should make this the last time i do it his way..
terry asked me wat if he really force me to marry someone i dun like..
i cannot be sure if that would happen or not..
cos he did it before once..
and i dunno if that will ever happen..
but i wun let him do it his way..

put it this way.. if killing someone is not a crime, he’s dead.. and i’ll be the one who killed him..

been crying almost the whole day yesterday..
cab to shop to look for peggy and nicole..
they adviced me alot..
then after 5pm.. they both got their own reunion dinner to go to..
so i went to clark quay and sat there alone..
waiting for terry..
he’s really nice cos his dad juz flew back from HK and he chose to accompany me..
i noe im wrong by wanting his accompany
but i really needed him at that point of time..
he said he tot of 3 ways to the matter..
1- kill my dad.. (of cos not.. cos we will get jailed or sentenced to death..)
2- both of us jump into the river.. commit suicide..
(i dun wan.. cos non of his business.. he shldnt jump.. but he said if i die then he also wanna die.. Q_Q)
3- compromise to my dad’s decision of studying the course, then in future we both work to pay back the loan together..
(Q_Q he wanna work hard with me.. even though im the one who loaned it..)

i kept telling him that i may not be able to give him a good future..
or even make his life more difficult..
there are still alot of gals out there maybe way better than me..
i wan him to think carefully that this isnt a play..
but he juz sounded so serious and so firm that he wont regret..
gosh.. in my heart is like.. thank god for making terry my bf..
his words were so comforting that i totally feel 3/4 of my heavy load juz disappeared..
another 1/4 cos i really feel so bad for not being able to give him a good future.. ARH!!

Clark Quay

The night before, Terry brought me to fort canning park..
he said he had never been there.. (so am i.. lol..) so we went..
was at night cos that was after i knocked off from work..
we climbed so many flocks of stairs.. when we were up there, there were like SOOOO MANY STARS!!!
really nice night view..
and we found a little house in the park..
terry was taking picture.. so i also monkey see monkey do! hehehe..

A small house in fort canning park

Then i discovered that i could make this picture… HAHAHA!!

Holy water!!

went to esplanade alone some time ago..
cos i needa drag time before i go home.. haha..
nice feeling of juz sitting by the river and watch the river, the IR.. and listen to ipod..