TERRY IS SICK!!

Silly Terry fallen ill..
he got flu.. he looked weak..
i dunno how to help but i seriously feel like helping..
he’s too stressed out..
too tired..
he is always accompanying me no matter how tired he was..
and he ended up getting sick..
ouch..

He told me he couldnt meet me today cos he needa meet another fren cos of important things..
and he was really sick that i was so worried..
but he came today.. with valentine’s present..
Odm watch that i really like..
why on earth would someone do that when he already feel like knocking out..
stupid iluma air con so cold he still go buy watch..
Q_Q
he told me he wanted to get the watch for me for very long le..
he knew i like the white one..
but no more stock..
he notices i wear black most of the time so he got me the black one..
i like the black one too cos its worn by my favourite character in 3anguo..
initially we wanted to meet on sat to celeb valentines early..
but he scared he dont have the strength to do that so he die die also wanna come out today..
he said he wanted to do more stuff de.. but he couldnt..
i understand cos he look really weak..
i couldnt ask for more.. he already did alot for me..
ARGH!! WHY GOT SO NICE DE GUY ON EARTH!!!
(though im really glad i got him..)

that’s the watch he bought..
i wore it immediately after he went home from shop..

and this is my favourite 孫尚香 wearing the watch!!

gosh.. i really like the watch alot lotsss..
and can make terry get well soon?
aww.. damn it..

its been tough time for me now.. this period.. cos of uni and parents stuff..
i actually brought the tokidoki poster home for a few days and din have the motivation to stick it..
and the constant bothering of my parents make me so hot that the next moment my mum step out of the room, i pasted it to block my door..
and tah dah..
i hate my glass door that doesnt give me privacy at all..
now that i have one side with poster, i needa do something to the other door.. lol..

The beginning of a new chapter

This could be the most wordy post i had ever posted..

Ever since the last time i blogged, a lot of changes took place..
Good and bad..
Good cos i finally had been good to myself..
Bad cos i had been a bad person by hurting somebody else.. badly probably..

I broke up with my ex boyfriend whom i had been with more than 2 years..
Along these few years, i cant deny that there are times that i felt happy..
But apart from the happy times, i felt depressed and suffocated more than i feel the happiness..
something must be wrong somewhere.. i knew but i had never spoken..
I know communication is the most essential thing to maintain a relationship..
But it depends on situations.. like is it possible to communicate?
towards the last few months, i had been warning myself.. i dunno when my breaking point will be..
the more things happened, the more irritated i got..
i knew i couldn’t be bothered at a point of time.. thats when i know things had to happen..
it hurts when someone said u dont belong there anymore..
it hurts when u are tired but someone din noe..
it’s disheartening when u already tried giving in yet nothing u got in return..
all these.. had to stop.. i couldnt do it anymore..

Its when Peggy said it’s been a long time since she last saw me chatting happily with guys..
made me really wonder.. is it true?
Even my mum said.. i should go out and noe more guys at my age..
Its when Terry told me he wanna call 999 to look for wanjun cos she’s gone..
made me realised, ya.. why am i forcing myself?
It’s when Nicole told me she felt Terry actually likes me but he just din noe..

When i was still with my ex, i told myself.. no way am i gonna give a damn to other guys..
it was easy when things juz started out..
But when things weren’t working out, i started to stray..
Even though how suffocated i felt, it was goddam hard for me to let go..
cos im afraid there’s no one there to catch me when i fall..
i told Peggy this before.. when she tried persuading me..

Things started to take place when Terry had been so nice to me..
i was really touched by the fact that when i told him i got a feeling to eat cereal prawn, and the next thing is, he bought the prawn delivered it to me..
Its like.. so nice of him to had done that..
Then he had been accompanying me for several nights for dinner..
talking to me tru msn when i really felt like i was confined at home..
i dunno starting from when, when i have something to share, the first person that came to my mind is terry..
but it was so wrong to have thought about that.. cos i had a boyfriend back then, and i still thought Terry likes Nicole..
I dunno why when Terry asked me to wait for him for dinner when i was at Far East, and i did waited for him..
but i knew i had to go home early and game.. i felt so sorry to have given him empty promises..
He sounded sad.. and i felt bad too..
Until when that morning.. that breakfast.. i knew how i felt..
That morning he gave me a shock when i saw him downstairs.. and i knew he din have enough slp..
and i really think that is more than wat a fren can do..

Judgement day.. Terry stayed with me the whole time..
heard and saw me cry..
accompanied me..
Told me so much on the bus trip to work..

I knew i hurt someone badly..
sent him to total blackness.. where he had no one to walk him tru it..
i really felt like a total devil when i said those things..
But i had to.. i know.. i cant continue anymore..

i dont wanna make Terry wait..
He’s been very nice and patient towards the decision that i had to take and he din mind at all..
I juz dont like it when i put myself in his shoes..

Now that i am with Terry, i never knew love can be so easy.. so natural..
When he held my hand, i really feel it.. He is really holding on to my hand..
makes me feel secure..
He sense things so easily that he can noe immediately when i am feeling sad..
he would make me laugh..
i wish i could make him laugh when he felt sad..
but when i saw him sad, nothing appeared in my mind no matter how hard i tell myself to think of things to say..
as compared to him.. he is so good as a boyfriend and i am still learning how to be a good girlfriend..
He said i gave him a kind of feeling that he really has a girlfriend..
but he did it way better than me..
he was there everytime i am on night shift..
accompanying me..
he really make me felt the presence of my boyfriend..
actually wat a normal gal would wan is to have someone who is always out there for u.. i guess..
at least u noe that u have someone to count on.. the kind of 安全感..

Its good to noe that the friends around me are happy for me..
and i hope we will be able to maintain this relationship for as long as we can.. =)

=D

PS: I had finally blogged.. yes.. and damn it.. i lost my samsung f480.. but i ended up with a new iphone.. LOL!

Its been like months i din blog..
always wanted to blog but i got no initiative to even type wordpress on the address tab.. LOL
but now that i did, i might as well “merlion” (vomit) out watever that i had been wanting to write about..
recently am reading a book.. The Time Traveller’s Wife.. I know there’s a movie..
i din watch it.. and i guess somehow will be better than the movie.. lol..
and i quite like it.. almost halfway tru the book already.. haven come to any touching part..
although nicole tell me she cry like hell watching the movie..
and yun tell me she waste the money to just see the guy’s butt.. LOL!!

Interesting!!
just last night i joined a group of people in WoW to attack the 4 major leaders of the alliance town..
to get ourselves a new mount!
This pic was taken before we enter the first town..
when all of us still using different mounts..

before the raid!

but after we finish hitting!!!
LOOK!!!!

look at our mounts!!

LOL!!! i so like my new mount..

 

Anyways..
i recently bought a tights that i quite like..
although a lot of people have their weird comments abt it..
but i heck.. LOL
had always been commented by people if i were to wear something out of the range wat normal apparels are..
so i already had been numb to it..
I LOVE IT!!

my tights

cuz the KO 3anguo got a girl 大橋（寒）wear this kinda pants.. LOL!!!
this is the best screenshot i can get of her.. wahaha..

han

Had always wanted to put some photos up few weeks back
but i was really lazy..
some time ago, i took alot of nice photos.. (or wat i think is nice..)
and that was like few years back..
i din have good camera.. so i was kinda sad and stop taking nice pics..
but now.. i started again.. still no good camera though..
but i am satisfied with my handphone.. haha..

shophouses

me and nic went china square.. and these are the dunny’09 we got.. haha..
and nic got the ninja one designed by huck gee.. its a chance of 1/50!!!
which is not in this picture.. but very nice.. i like the wing of the ninja!!

dunnies

some tokidoki zipper pulls.. lol..

tkdk_zipperpulls

the tokidoki pillowcase..

tokidoki

i hung my stitch at one of the fake plants in hoshi.. hehehe..

flower_stitch

NICOLE SO CANDID!!!! wahahaahahahah~~~~~

nicole_munch_munch

 

Working at PI is fun..
i really enjoy working there..
i feel that PI has a total different way of customer service..
like we are all friends..
i like that.. its a bond.. cool bond.. haha..
o.. this box.. was thrown away already.. LOL
cuz bernard is no longer working in PI anymore.. for some reasons that we dunno..
and this was wat he left in the store..
before we threw this away.. we sort of feel sad looking at it.. lol..

bernard's_box

the tokidoki pillow case wrapper is damn nice.. LOL!!
pillow case also nice la.. ><

tkdk_pillowcase

sometimes work place can be too small and too many stuff to place.. LOL..

nicole&the_messy_shop

There’s this customer who is very kind..
just before her birthday, she patroned our store to use her 30% discount voucher..
then she and her bf kept apologizing cuz the exceed 10pm which is our knock off time..
but me and peg really din mind..
and at the end she offered to take a polaroid picture for me and peg..
how nice.. Q_Q

polaroid_me&peg

me and victoria were quite sian one day..
we say the to-fu brochure left on the table.. someone drew on the blank to-fu
and we guess must be jasmine..
that made the 2 of us crazy.. and started using our creative juice on the brochures..
and here comes to-fu town.. WAHAHAHA!!!

tofu_town

we drew out staff too!!
thats Jasmine and Nicole..

tofu_jasmine_nicole

Victoria and me..

tofu_vic_me

Peggy and Darren..

tofu_peg_darren

and this is my favourite to-fu!! drawn by me and vic!!

my_fav

tofu_vic

tofu_me

oo.. met up with my poly clique last week.. quite miss them.. and we hang around iluma..
watched Fame!!
REALLY A NICE MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then we took some pics.. haha..
OO!!
seraphine is coming to work with me for the upcoming PI sales ^^

candid

half candid

me!

LOL

i heart my ODM watch!!

odm

caught in action

sera

kat kat no face see people..

kat

shaun serving NS now.. so he’s a bit.. botak.. hahaha..

shaun_botak

i made some zhong ji san guo pics..
hahaha..
still got some more in the process!!!!!

xiu

xiu_xiang

and this last pic i made it into an ez-link card sticker..
this pic may appear at alot of places..
cuz its the soundtrack cover..
but i photoshoped 2 more people in!!
hahahahahahahahahaha…..

my ez-link card sticker

-The End-
good nite..

picture

修香

 

made this out of a sudden urge..
lol..
waiting for episode 29 of KO sanguo~~~~

HAPPY!!

I just got too excited and i decided that i should blog this!
I happen to juz read up david horvath’s blog..
but something at the right column caught my eye..
it was his flickr link with snapshot of some photos he has in his flickr..
THEN! I SAW THIS!!

David Horvath's blog

This is a closer look of wat i saw!

Thats nicole, me and david on the top left corner!

ME AND NICOLE IS IN DAVID'S FLICKR!!!

Photo courtesy of DAVIDUGLY @ flickr (http://www.flickr.com/photos/27851887@N07/3832981170/)

i just went like.. OMG!
then i went crazy looking for my phone to call nicole.. LOL..
hehe.. wahahahahah!!

The uglydoll vinyls are in store yesterday..
and.. its like stock low today already..
omg.. the speed is like.. woots~

uglydoll!!

get a closer look

In this picture.. those at the front is the glow-in-the-dark Ice Bat..
then at night we were like testing which ice bat glows the nicest in the store room.. LOL..
I tried tracing at the following photo.. hopefully can see..
handphone cant really take picture when it glow in the dark..

The glow in the dark "ice bat"

side view!

I went to the Singapore Toy, Games and Comic Convention last weekend..
and i ended up buying the small uglydoll plush.. and i let David sign on Tray!! hehe..
I saw Shinichiro (To-fu) and Simone (Tokidoki) too.. just that i too shy to approach them..
i was there in between my diff work shifts..
really sad that i dont have enough time to really walk around..
This is something i saw at the toy con

@ STGCC

I just felt that the middle guy look like ao quan from Lollipop.. LOL!!

ao quan and prince

ZHONG JI SAN GUO
went to search for Pets’ blog.. then “steal” her photo.. hehe..

五虎 & 東城衛+沛慈

yu wei and pets

修。香

I like this especially.. so cute.. and.. sweet..
BAAAAAAAAAAAAA…………………

After so long…

After such a long time.. i decided to update my blog.. been tru alot these few weeks.. or rather few months..
i din realise it was like near 2 months that i din touch my blog..
quitting game is really something good..
cos i really concentrate in my work..
but i guess i shall pick it up again when i am real old.. LOL..
then maybe i’ll get shocked to death when someone try to attack me out of nowhere.. WAHAHA!!

i started testing out new job for juz 10 days at tempanis mall..
as a promoter.. o.o
and what did i promote? beer.. O.O
alot of my frenz were shocked when they heard “beer”
it is not wat u all think.. its juz purely a hokaido fair, and i happen to promote sapporo beer out of stalls like jap rice and other confectionary stuff.. baaaaaaaaaa……..

jerry and me

that’s jerry.. the guy who hired me..
nice person.. really.. anyone under him will feel like u wont ever make any mistake..
cos his favourite line is: “so this place is yours.. whatever happens, u make the decision”
LOL..

jessica and me

this is jessica, the girl whose stall is beside me..
selling hokaido rice..
and she always offer me rice to eat.. LOL..
and i offered her the super clear beer.. cos she cant drink.. hehe..
i looked really weary.. cos it was the last day of work..
and something really bad happened in between the week..
what happened? i shall leave it till the end cuz i dun wanna drag down the mood..

went shopping with jessica at the end of the 10days
there is a disney shop at Tempanis1 and that is very bad..
cuz i keep going in to buy things.. o.o

stitch bag

well of course i din buy this bag.. LOL..

mayday

o ya.. random stuff..
Mayday is coming to SG soon..
i saw this at the mrt station and i stopped to take a photo of this..
some passersby was shocked by my sudden halt.. and some even looked at me in a weird way..
wat is so weird about taking photo of a banner?
COOL STUFF!! yeaaaaahhhhhh!
*calm down*

Oo.. i bought a psp, i think, a month back..
and i had to make return trips to sim lim so many times
and the person name.. i think i better not ruin my blog with his name..
whoever he is..
he is someone who only knows how to tell lies.. argh!

mypsp

but whatever it is.. i still love this psp..

tried out another job after one week working at hoshigaoka..
helping out Play Imaginative at their atrium sales..
at first i went without knowing what is designers’ toys..
i juz know what is gloomy and bear brick..
but i learnt alot from the 8 days of work..
and started falling in love with the designer “devilrobots”
and their to-fu is sooooooo cute..
I worked together with peggy..
and also got to know her dance fren, nicole, who also works there..
she’s a nice and cute gal!!

to-fu

i bought the halloween one..
it was their series 2 blind box.. and i open and got the halloween one..
actually their geisha to-fu nicer.. >”<
but nvm..
the other one is named musuko to-fu..
a colleague gave it to me.. has got devilrobots shin’s signature on it..
COOL STUFF!! lol..

to-fu_2

to-fu is always frowning cuz their head is made of to-fu..
and they are afraid that when they fall, their head will break.. O.O
CUTE………………..

dekoboko box

also got this deko-boko boys..
12 bucks only!!
collaboration of devilrobots and furi furi..

dekobokoboys

dekoboko

their heads look like chinese words “凹凸”.. so i decided to join their heads together.. waha!!

run_musuko

the deko-boko boys look so evil that made me wanna take this pic.. EVILLLLLLLLLLLL..
RUN TO-FU!! RUN!!
hehe..

smery

Oo.. and tofu has a “smery” series.. so cute..

strawberryto-fu

but my favourite is still strawberry to-fu.. aww.. Q_Q

smashed

Someone from flikr.. is a desginers’ toy collector.. and he made this photo.. i felt it was nicely done
except for the fact that if this is mother to-fu.. it should be wearing red.. not blue.. LOL..

I mentioned about the show KO sanguo the last time i blogged.. and i am still so in love with the show!!
especially Pets and Xiu’s parts.. aww..
comaptible match!!

kiss

shock

huh

koala

sleep

wuhu

sweet

last last week.. i was waiting for seraphine to call me so i can go off.. i was waiting at hoshi
then the kitchen people keep wanting to take picture of me.. so i did responded a bit..

bleah

peace

and i did whatever she asked me to.. hand up.. peace.. look here.. -.-”

OOooooo..
jingyun went taiwan.. and it was so nice of her to bring back me gifts..
aww.. i love the cap especially.. hee..
THANK YOU JING YUN!!
hehe..

stitch_album

ahhhhh

do i look like stitch? hahaha..

okie.. about the incident that happened when i was working at tempanis..
edwin.. my drama appreciation classmate passed away with a cardiac arrest..
but im sure he is happy wherever he is now..
cos he so believed in god.. and he was such a nice person..
ed.. rest in peace..

my lovely DA class..